off to the barn to wait for the vet - my pony isn't wanting to walk - either his shoulder (when he tripped two weeks ago) or something else.
i am so upset - hope yall don't mind if i come here. i hate this - i hate having to borrow to take care of him. i shouldhn't HAVE to be borrowing anything now - but until my mom's estate is settled, i am here in this place of hell - not able to take care of the one i love the most when he needs me.
hey, folks - word of advice here - if you have children - write a clear will, set up a trust - choose an executor who someone who is NOT a relative!
my vet is coming out - just talked to him - will take a post dated check on my social security - i HATE this.
sorry to rant - i'll probably delete this - but right now = i could really use some friends. one friend is there at barn to help take care of his bill - i need the emotional support.
the hardest part is not hating the person responsible for this....
got to go.